Guys will never understand the joy of having your period a week before you travel.
it is literally too hot to exist rn
can i just have a little gloat moment bc
the things in like almost everyday life which give me the absolute worst anxiety are: sending emails, speaking to large groups of people, being put in a situation where i have to socialise with many new people (also like one to one contact with a stranger) and playing in concerts
and in the last 48 hours i have literally done all of those and i survived and i just feel ??? rlly proud of myself so yh
i literally hate performing and bc i hate it so much my hands shake and get all slippy and then i play badly and then i get even more nervous next time around
oh yh also the cute boy was like “how old r u” and i paused for a rlly long time bc im not sixteen any more and its the first time ive acknowledged that out loud which was bizarre
- triG OH MY GOSH
- reading ??? ?
- cook dinner for brother
- more maths
- also cookies if i have time maybe
- i think thats it?? ?? ?
► Name ➔ clare
► Url -> dorkfeyrac
► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ yh probs
► Are you single ➔ sigh yes
► Are you happy ➔ meh? ?
► Are you Italian ➔ no
► Are you German ➔ nah
► Are you Asian ➔ nope
► Are you angry? ➔ mostly tbh
► Are you Irish ➔ hella
► Are your parents still married ➔ yes
► Birth Place ➔ ashington
► Hair Color ➔ brown
► Eye Color ➔ blue
► Birthday ➔ 30th may
► Lefty or Righty ➔ righty
► Summer or winter-> winter
► Morning or afternoon ➔ afternoon ??
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ ?? i believe in attraction at first sight that can lead to love ??? but not lOve
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ me
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ i hope not
► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ hah yeh
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? yh my group of friends are super cuddly which is nice
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ um idk
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ ??? no ??
► Love or lust ➔ love ??
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ lemonade
► Cats or Dogs ➔ dont do this ((dogs probably but )))
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ a few best friends
► Television or internet ➔ internet
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ i dont like either
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ romantic night in deffo
► Day or night ➔ night
► IM or Phone ➔ IM i guess
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ nope
► Fallen down/up the stairs ➔ yh
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ yep
► Prank called a store ➔ no ??
► Skipped school ➔ ive faked sick
► Wanted to disappear ➔ yh
► Smile or eyes ➔ smile but i do rll like eyes
► Light or dark hair ➔ dark probably but ?? it doenst make much difference
►Shorter or Taller ➔ i dont rlly care but if i had to choose tall
►Intelligence or Attraction ➔ like if it was for a conversation it would have to be intelligence but idk for like a relationship then ?? idk
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ relationship
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ funny and poor id prefer deffo
► Last Phone Call ➔ rang home to see if my mum had forgotten me (she had)
► Last phone call you received ➔ idek i hardly ever ring so i never get called probably the place where i volunteer
► Last thing you ate ➔ tine bitta choocy brownie
► Last thing you drank ➔ tea
► Last place you were ➔ this is so cool i was at a bronze age archaeological site booyah
► Do you and your family get along ➔ mostly but when we dont we rlly rlly dont
► Would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ not ??? mostly ??
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ no
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ nah
► If so, how long ➔
the thing is i can flirt till the cows come home like its just ?? how i talk most of the time ?? like i speak like a constant ;) face
but as soon as it looks like anything more than that ever im like lol nope and i think i need to sort that out
ive just sent an email to my entire house my heart is racing so fast omg